Sua Sua Sua.. Khairi u tried Ur best. Notin u can do now. Dun B Stress. =) *Smiles*

LOVE IS LIKE A DURIAN! u need to open de sharp shell in order 2 taste de sweetness. SO R U WILLING 2 Open de Durian With Me?

is 3.43 am now onli god and she noe how i m feeling now:(

*To my Dear* I realli hate myself. I m always de one causing u all de problems. I can never b a gd bf. I realli tink u r 2 good for me. I hate 2 say dis but unfortunately is true. I treasure u but because i can never find sm1 whu is understanding as u and as independent as u. I realli hope u never regret chosing me as ur bf. If u do, i understand de reason y but i jus wan u 2 noe tat its hard 2 find sm1 like u and tats de reason y i chose u. I hope i can change de way i m leading my life now. What u say 2 me last nite realli wakes me up. So far no1 ever advise me de way u do. Never in my life i cry so much in 2 consecutive days. Dis afternoon wen i saw u i feel as if der is a wall separating us. Wen i saw u walking, i was oreadi controlling my tears because i jus cant bear 2 c u go off without me saying gd bye 2 u. I was realli hoping 2dae tat u will visit me at my booth but perhaps i m living in a dream world, how can a guy ask a gal 2 find him wen he is nt even up to her standard. I was keep lookin at de stairs 2 find u but by time i saw u, u were oreadi leaving de atrium. I was too late. STUPID ME! How pathetic can it get wen a couple jus c each other for 5 mins after 3 days of nt seeing each other and have u seen a couple going ard 2 tell ppl dey r nt together wen dey actually r? This can only happen 2 me. I dun blame her if one day she ever leave me cos i noe where i stand on dis earth. I dun deserve ani1 love but I Jus Wan U 2 Noe Tat I DUN REGRET GOING TOGETHER WIF U AND I M SORRY BECAUSE I M ALWAYS DE ONE CHOSING DE DIFFICULT PATH FOR US TO GO THRU. I M always de one complainin 2 u and u became stress bcos of me. WAT KIND OF BF M I 2 LET my gal stress together wif me. I noe u wan us to walk dis path 2gether but smtimes my dear its better for me 2 walk de path alone because i was de one whu chose de wrng path and i shld be de onli one going thru all de pain nt u. U never do anitin wrng. I realli hate 2 put my gf in dis kidn of situation bcos 2 me a gd bf is de one whu keeps his gf happy always nt like me always put my gf in stress mood and always b de one causing her 2 cry. I realli hope one day i can change de way i m now. U r always supporting me and I have 2 thank u for tat. I keep saying sorry 2 u bcos i dun wan u 2 get hurt bcos of me bcos i oreadi giv u enuf pain for u 2 suffer and i dun wan 2 add more pain 2 u. Wat Ever it is Wen I do smtin i always do it all de way. Like how i run, i will run all de way, no walking. So never will i b de one initiating a break up in de future. GUys u can call me a pussy but 2 me i shall never give up a relationship no matter wat happen. Now is oreadi 42 days we r together i realli hope dis 42 days can be double to 84 days and frm 84 days to 168 days to 336 days and so On until de day smtin bad realli happen. or it may last forever.
Wat ever it is, dear if i ever hurt ur feelings or if i ever make u sad I M SORRY DEAR! I LOVE U!
written frm de heart of Muhd Khairi