How sway(unlucky) or lucky can he get. He was on the bus going to work today when he saw one of the person in the photograph I mentioned yesterday. He recalled the times he had with the group last time. The birthday bash, the trips and those mentally and physically challenging days. He remembered vividly the days he cried and laughed together. Now everything just vanished. He works as a waiter now to distract himself from recalling those memories. He wants those memories to be erased off his head. Why? Even he himself cannot answer the question...............................

Everything in life just changes. From a person whu can go ard, smile and make friends to someone whu is quiet and always seems like his mind is always far away from him. He keeps forgetting things which are important to him. Not that he had gd memory in the past, but is more like there are things going on in his mind which haunt him each day. He used to find being alone is boring but now he rathers be alone than going out. Each day he keeps asking" Was I wasting my time?". He cries alone on some nights while looking at the photographs in the past. He thinks of those in it each day. He wish he could meet some of them sometimes but he wasnt prepared to. Sometimes he wished that he could bumped on them in school but when he saw them, he always turn back or sometimes just pretend that he did not see them.
He could see the change in him. Even his loved ones do. He was often scold at work, at home and with her for being either forgetful or being too careless. Is not that he is forgetful or careless but like alot of programs (bad memories) running at the same time on the CPU(brain) and the computer(he) tend to be slower in processing the information.
'LIFE HAS TO GO ON' this phrase is often used by counsellors and pretend to bes worldwide. The fact is that, for him, he needs time before he can accept the phrase.